BASKET: Soul Bonds (for phdelicious) - Various Ratings

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Title: Soul Bonds
Author/Artist: telaryn
A Gift Basket For: phdelicious
Rating(s): Fic pushes it to NC-17
Warning(s): None really
Pairings: Clint/Natasha/Coulson in the fic and the vid; Clint/Natasha in the mix and the wallpaper
Brief Description/Prompts Used: Banter, kissing, first time together, Clint/Natasha/Coulson inspired the fic. “Chains of habit are too light to be felt until they are too heavy to be broken.” -Warren Buffett pretty much drove everything else.

Contains:
One (1) Clint/Natasha picspam
One (1) Clint/Natasha/Coulson vid
One (1) Clint/Natasha wallpaper (1600 x 900)
One (1) Clint/Natasha fanmix
One (1) NC-17 fic "Handling the Handler"

Authors Notes: If you need the wallpaper recut I will happily do so after the reveals. I hope you enjoy everything as much as I enjoyed making it!


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By My Side // Godspell

Where are you going?
Where are you going?
Can you take me with you?
For my hand is cold
And needs warmth
Where are you going?


Radioactive // Imagine Dragons

I'm waking up to ash and dust
I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust
I'm breathing in the chemicals
I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus
This is it, the apocalypse
Whoa

I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones
Enough to make my systems blow
Welcome to the new age, to the new age


Seen Enough // Dryer

I I like to pine away for what I hate
It keeps me in the dark
Like a one-track mind don't let me start
You keep me sharp

Once more into the crowd
Temptation wears you out
Go home, your heart too loud
Always (oh? alone? on?)like to pine away for what I hate


Crucify // Tori Amos

Every finger in the room
Is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell our now
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets


Bitch // Meredith Brooks

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing


Bring On The Wonder // Susan Enan

Bring on the wonder
We got it all wrong
We pushed you down deep in our souls for too long

I don't have the time for a drink from the cup
Let's rest for a while 'til our souls catch us up


War // Poets of the Fall

If I can let the memory heal
I will remember you with me on that field

When I thought that I fought this war alone
You were there by my side on the frontline
When I thought that I fought without a cause
You gave me a reason to try


Blood Makes Noise // Suzanne Vega

I think that you might want to know
The details and the facts
But there's something in my blood
Denies the memory of the acts
So just forget it Doc.
I think it's really
Cool that you're concerned
But we'll have to try again
After the silence has returned


Dance With The Devil // Breaking Benjamin

Here I stand, helpless and left for dead.

Close your eyes, so many days go by.
Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right.

I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies.
I won't stay long, in this world so wrong.


Supermassive Black Hole // Muse

Oh baby dont you know I suffer?
Oh baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?

You set my soul alight


Fight the Good Fight // Triumph

The days grow shorter and the nights are getting long
Feels like we're running out of time
Every day it seems much harder tellin' right from wrong
You got to read between the lines

Don't get discouraged, don't be afraid, we can
Make it through another day
Make it worth the price we pay


Perfect // Cruxshadows

I don't think you know that I believe in you
I don't think you understand how much I love you still
And I don't think you realize, that you are perfect in my eyes
I don't think you know that I believe.... In you

Its getting harder
everyday like yesterday
And tomorrow feels unreachable
a thousand years away
But I see a firefly
swimming in the air tonight
like bright confetti
dancing in my mind...

Download the Mix

Comments

[phdelicious.livejournal.com]

Oh, wow, thank you! This is gorgeous. Love the vid and the variety on the mix.

I'm impressed/surprised by the inclusion of "By My Side" because I'm not used to people being familiar with Godspell and I might happen to have more than 1 cast recording.

BTW - Mods - when I tried the link to download the mix I got a 'permission denied' error. :(

*waves*

[telaryn.livejournal.com]

So...since we created for each other, is this the equivalent of a bar marriage? *g*

I have loved Godspell and "By My Side" as long as I can remember; at its heart it's about two people finding each other in the darkness, so I figured it was perfect for Clint & Natasha.

And as far as the vid is concerned...IDEK. It is literally the best thing I have ever produced, and I'm so glad you like it!

Re: *waves*

[phdelicious.livejournal.com]

Its possible that I'm entirely too amused that we traded gifts. :)

"By My Side" is a great song and it may have made me actually pull out my soundtrack for the first time in a while - after I finished listening to the whole mix a couple times.

Vidding is the one fannish thing that I've never tried and I'm always super impressed when someone can do it well. I like that you managed to tell a story with it, not just a clip show.

[chrisfaithalin.livejournal.com]

That was an amazing video and I loved the song that you used. It really fit them well and your editing fit the song. I especially loved the black and white mixed in throughout the video.

[phdelicious.livejournal.com]

I got an Anon reply to my comment with this link - which seems to work.

http://180upload.com/w2pv32p98j3g

[telaryn.livejournal.com]

Thanks! Once I started pulling it together, creating that thing was magic - most of the time I'm not even sure I was entirely in control of the process.

[purely-distel.livejournal.com]

Wonderful video! Loved the song and how you made the New Mexico bits into Clint deciding NOT to kill Natasha <3

Also can't load the mix, which is too bad because it's got gorgeous tracks on it :)

[phdelicious.livejournal.com]

Anon replied to my comment with a new link:

http://180upload.com/w2pv32p98j3g

[purely-distel.livejournal.com]

cheers and thank you :D

[telaryn.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I have a pretty stupid love for that entire New Mexico sequence; I use it as often as I can in as many ways as I can.

[alphaflyer.livejournal.com]

So I loved the "picspam" and tried to purloin one of the photos in the composition for use as a userpic. I don't think it worked, but if it ever does, and once your identity is revealed, I'll be sure to credit! :-)

Next hi-tech adventure -- try and watch the video ...

[telaryn.livejournal.com]

I do have the original files still - which pic were you after? (And thank you!)

[alphaflyer.livejournal.com]

zoh -- thankyouthankyouthankyou!!! You're too kind. The one I adored was stary-eyed Clint at the very bottom. I have a feeling I need to write a story around that one at some point ...

AND pay for my LJ account so I can upload more userpics. This one would send me over the edge ... :-)

[telaryn.livejournal.com]

Oh that one's easy! It's on my computer at home, so I can't get it for you until tonight, but as soon as I'm home it's yours.

This one, yes?

[telaryn.livejournal.com]

http://i.imgur.com/gkq0M.jpg

Re: This one, yes?

[alphaflyer.livejournal.com]

mmmmmhhhhh.... *shakes self out of sudden stupor*

YES!!! Thank you sosososo much! <3<3<3

[hiddencait.livejournal.com]

Oh man was a gorgeous set of goodies! You seriously spoiled your giftee and I bet they loved it!

[telaryn.livejournal.com]

I...um...might have gone a little nuts. Up to submission deadline my brain was still going MORE...IT'S NOT ENOUGH...I NEED ICONS! YES! ICONS!

Fortunately I stay pretty busy in my other fandom and my iconning is kind of hit or miss.

[dictator-duck.livejournal.com]

Oh, wow! This was all beautiful. I didn't get to read the fic (I avoid adult stuff), but seriously your graphics, mix, and video were gorgeous.

(A three minute video??? I feel like such an underachiever in the fill department, haha. [<-- A joke, but seriously, you are extreme! And it was great])

[telaryn.livejournal.com]

Thank you! The video is literally the best thing I have ever managed to produce - it's been killing me not being able to brag on it.

Looking back, even I have to admit that I went a little nuts, but it was definitely fun. *g*

[justascrewup2.livejournal.com]

Love the pic!spam :) They're just so pretty....

[telaryn.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

They definitely are! My graphics folder for them is literally bulging.

[hiddencait.livejournal.com]

Gah that video was lovelly!! I'd never heard that song before and it totally fits this trio! Plus the timing with the beats of the vid and the music were so perfect. Just wonderful job!

[telaryn.livejournal.com]

When I realized I actually had Clint *swallowing* on beat, I think I died of happiness.

Thank you! I'm so glad the vid worked as well as it did, and that people are enjoying it as much as I enjoyed making it.

[crazy4orcas.livejournal.com]

Really beautiful work!