01 November 2012 @ 11:59 am
Unfinished Fic "Wednesday"  
Due to the hurricane and having two days off of work, I totally forgot that yesterday was not, you know, Monday. So today is pretend Wednesday! Yay!

(And remember, bc.unfinished@gmail.com for all your Unfinished Fic Needs!)

Today's snipped it from [livejournal.com profile] ashen_key who says:
Heyhey guys! Ash here, with a snippet that I...hate least of the current lot of things I'm working where I'm not sure if I should continue or not. The prompt (from the kinkmeme) was for Natasha to be de-aged and suddenly the team has to deal with a deadly twelve-year-old girl. This is the start, and I slightly hate every word. It's a bit like drawing blood from a stone, but it does at least have a title and things I want to do and explore. SO, wondering what people think so far, particularly as I'm unsure on the team's voices and dynamics.

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Natasha couldn't remember what happened before the explosion.

She actually couldn't remember the explosion, either, except suddenly she was picking herself off the ground in a jumpsuit that didn't fit, and there was blood and smoke. Her skin stung and there'd been an American voice saying, “Romanova?”

Then she'd woken up, again, tied to a hospital bed. She could feel a patch over her cheekbone, and her hands were bandaged. Hospital gown, now, with monitors. She doesn't recognise all of the equipment.

Her first impulse was to cry, and her eyes were burning by the time she drew a breath and repeated in her head the words that Ivan Petrovich said when he was pissed off. If she could say them like he would, then everything was still under control.

Everything was still under control. She was alive, she was only superficially injured, she could get out of this.

There was a doctor (South-East Asian, [height], knew how to carry himself, no visible weapons) walking through the door and she looked up, let her eyes burn with tears.

“Romanoff, you're awake,” he said (Australian accent) and she could feel herself frowning.

“Romanoff?”

“Natasha Romanoff – you don't remember?”

“Um, that's not my name,” Natasha said, hesitant and uncertain. It's more honest than she'd like.

The man frowned at her. “What's your name, then?”

“Natalia Romano.” She can play Italian (born in Rome, mother American, middle-class with a hunger for better) and someone had said her name before. Romanova. Pick a name that's close and lie, lie, lie with her eyes open and full of tears.

“I want to go home,” she added as the doctor stared at her, and kept her eyes wide when all she wanted to do was narrow them in suspicion.

“Well,” he said with a smile that he really needed to work on, “I'm just going to to talk my superior first.”

It was only after he left that Natasha realised that she should have made a bigger fuss over the restraints. Blame it on the drugs in her system, but the mistake constricted around her lungs, and her bottom lip trembled without any acting at all.

– –

“So, explain to me again,” Stark said, oh-so-carefully, “why you put a twelve-year-old girl in restraints?”

“Because she could kill you,” Clint said, not for the first time.

Could,” Rogers started before Fury interrupted.

“It's procedure to restrain agents who've been altered by strange technology,” Fury said, an edge to his otherwise steady voice. “Romanoff knows this.”

“And what if it's permanent?” That was Banner, who had been trying not to twist the glasses in his hands.

“Then we get her to some damn good therapists,” Fury said, still with that edge of worry and anger. Clint was pretty sure that you had to know him to read anything other than strain, though. “And find a good home, like we'll find the others good homes. But for now, we treat Romanoff like-”

“Like she's a threat?” Banner, again, still scathing.

“She is a threat,” Clint snapped. “She's Red Room.”

“Her mind's back in 1989,” and that was Fury, who had far more patience at dealing with civilians than Clint. “She thinks we're the enemy, it's safer for everyone if she stays where she is.”

“Ah, so now you're in the business of locking up children,” Stark drawled, like he knew anything. Fortunately, before Clint could open his mouth, Roger spoke up again.

“What do you mean, she's Red Room?”

“It's basically a cult,” said Fury. “Used to be part of the KGB, they went screwy after the USSR collapsed, and a few years back they went rogue. Before that, they trained female spies and assassins. Get 'em when they are kids, brainwash 'em, train 'em up. Romanoff was one of their best, but the others sure as hell aren't what you'd call lacking in skill.”

“How young?” Banner asked, and his tone was actually curious. Angry, but curious.

“Four to seven. They got Romanoff when she was six. So, gentlemen,” Fury said, smiling faintly now, “the girl we've got handcuffed to her bed has had six years of training at how to lie and kill people. You really think that Romanoff suddenly got dangerous when she turned eighteen?”

“But she got out.” That was Rogers.

“When she was twenty-one,” Clint said, and he was getting really fucking sick of this conversation.

“Clint,” Banner said in that overly patient way of his, where he used first names and the weight of his education behind them, “how can you be so wary of her?”

“In case you've forgotten, I'm married to the grown up version. I probably have good reason.”

“The others aren't still tied up,” Stark said. The others were scientists caught in the blast who survived, the others were now normal – if damn smart – kids.

“The others haven't been trained to go for your femoral artery,” Clint snapped. “And trust me, Stark, she gets spooked, she will.”

It took another ten minutes before Clint was able to extract himself, mostly because then the meeting was called to an official close. While Stark and Banner were arguing for truth, freedom, and the American way, Clint headed down to where Romanova was being held.

(She was Romanova; not Romanoff, not Natasha, not his best friend and wife, but a girl who was a threat that his team refused to see.)
 
 
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[identity profile] cybermathwitch.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 04:52 pm (UTC)
Ooooooo, I love this! In particular I love the push/pull between Clint and the others. I would definitely love to see more of this!
Ashen Key: black and white smile[personal profile] ashen_key on November 1st, 2012 08:44 pm (UTC)
:DDD Yaaaaaaay, it's not completely terrible *dances*

And yessss, the push/pull thing is a re-occuring...theme of sentiment in the fic - including in Clint's own mind, because it's Natasha but she's a threat but she's still Natasha. So, :D!
[identity profile] angela-n-hunt.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 05:06 pm (UTC)
I think it is awesome. I think that you are doing just fine. I understand the hating every word thing. I go through that all the time with my own writing.
Ashen Key: Writer at Work[personal profile] ashen_key on November 1st, 2012 08:45 pm (UTC)
Every. Time. You'd think I'd get used to hating everything, but alas.

Still, thank you! I'm really happy it comes across well :D
[identity profile] angela-n-hunt.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 08:54 pm (UTC)
It comes across great! I really want to know what happens next!

And yeah, the hating your own work thing. I wish I could say that it goes away with time, but so far, not so much with my own work.
[identity profile] chimeriques.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 05:07 pm (UTC)
AKSLJFIOW WHAT. What isssss this!! It does nottttt sound over worked or like it had been a struggle to write at ALL. I really hope you continue writing this, it seems sooo promising :)

Oh, and I really don't think anyone sounds OOC, at all! Except maybe Fury,just once, only because, at least in my head canon I don't imagine him ever saying the word screwy.
Ashen Key: Writer at Work[personal profile] ashen_key on November 1st, 2012 08:50 pm (UTC)
Ohmhgosh, thank you! And I managed more words yesterday, so, oh, yes, I'm continue (Clint and small!Natasha had a conversation involving, among other things, jet-packs. Can't resist *g*)

*nodnods* Yeah, hence why this is going to go through a few betas before I publish - and Fury is haaaard. But, thank you for pointing that out - what word would you suggest to have the sentiment that you can imagine him saying?
[identity profile] chimeriques.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 11:55 pm (UTC)
Ohh, yay! I'm excited to read the finished product! :) AHH AND ALSO, JET PACKS. OH BB NATASHA. I think I love her.

Ugh, don't even get me started on Fury's characterization. I always end up writing him like a complete asshole. Hmm, instead of screwy, maybe rogue? sideways?

I totally don't mean to sound like I'm trying to correct you or anything, btw!! I know you didn't specifically ask for help or anything, so I'm so sorry if I'm over stepping my boundaries or anything.
Ashen Key: books books books[personal profile] ashen_key on November 2nd, 2012 12:10 am (UTC)
:DDDD I looooove her. She can be a bit scary to write, balancing everything (she can, really, be quite nasty alongside everything else) but she's fuuuuuun.

Oh, yes, I can see that. I hold very firmly in my head that he cares for Natasha (it's how I read the hug in IM2 - it was calculated for Tony's benefit, in a 'you are a loose canon but don't you think of coming after her for spying on you' way, but I saw genuine fondess there) and so I try and use that deep care against how he has to calculate everything. But it's haaaaaard.

Hmmm. Maybe sideways, otherwise I have to re-structure the sentence. Which I might do anyway. But! Oh, no, you totally didn't - there is a reason I tossed up this bit and not a bit I was more proud of, because this section I wasn't sure of. And while all of the 'this is good' is just really amazing and ego-boosting, I like things to be poked at, too, so they become better.
[identity profile] chimeriques.livejournal.com on November 2nd, 2012 12:21 am (UTC)
Yes, totally!! I really love when we're able to see glimpses of Fury's actual feelings re: his agents. But wait, Fury hugged Natasha? BRB REWATCHING THAT SCENE. Is it the one when they meet up at the donut place?

And good I'm so glad I didn't piss you off or anything. Commenting on fic, especially text since no one can hear peoples tone, makes me so nervous! But yeah, that word is hard.
Ashen Key: London town[personal profile] ashen_key on November 2nd, 2012 12:27 am (UTC)
He did! And, yep, the donut place - it's a one-sided hug, and fairly quick, but I got feeeels and thoughts from it.

<3! But, really, if I didn't want people poking or offering ideas, I wouldn't have it up for Unfinished Wednesday, so, you're all good :)
[identity profile] chimeriques.livejournal.com on November 2nd, 2012 12:33 am (UTC)
Even though it's one sided, that is soooo surprising and INTERESTING...that Fury who in The Avengers potentially conned the team into believing Coulson died with the cards in his pocket...but hugged Natasha during IM2. I don't even know what to make of it but SO INTERESTING. I can't believe I didn't catch it after the billion times I've watched that movie.
Ashen Key[personal profile] ashen_key on November 2nd, 2012 12:39 am (UTC)
He's really fascinating, I think, in that mixture of loyalty and care for his people (and you know that they are his people) and having to think of greater good and goals, and still feeling while still calculating. He needed to push Tony and Steve, so the cards came out, because he needed them to fight to try and save the world. But the donut-shop was smaller, and it was a small piece of body-language to protect. And in this fic, he cares for Natasha, but like Clint, right now he's shoving that aside and viewing her as a threat, because she's a danger to the rest of his people even as she's also a scared kid.

And ahhhhh, he's really complicated, but I do find him fascinating.
[identity profile] jacedesbff.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 11:58 pm (UTC)
May I recommend "rogue"? :-)

And I'll just put my comment here - I love this. This is a fresh take that I haven't seen before, and I really like it. Not only has Natasha lost her memory, but she's shrunk, and she's at that age where proving that you're as tough as the big kids means everything. (Yeah - I taught middle school for nine years. :-)) And Clint being the one who truly, truly gets what this means is awesome. Fury does, but not on the bone-deep level that Clint does.

Yep, I love it!

*grabby hands* MORE PLEASE!!! :D
Ashen Key[personal profile] ashen_key on November 2nd, 2012 12:25 am (UTC)
I've got rogue already. But I might just restructure the sentence, so, thanks!

And *BEAMS* thank you, so much! And yess, exactly, Natasha's got the proving herself thing. And Clint's known Natasha for years now, and he's seen what the Red Room did to her - not just the trauma, but the personality and moral issues, and he's gone after Red Roomers before (Natasha would be the only one he didn't kill), so he has that personal understanding. I'm really happy that came across.

Ahaha, *salutes* writing more!

[identity profile] crazy4orcas.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 05:47 pm (UTC)
I really like what you have going here! Don't stop! I don't think I've seen a fic yet where it's just Natasha who's been de-aged and it's intriguing, especially since you have her and Clint married.
Ashen Key: books books books[personal profile] ashen_key on November 1st, 2012 09:02 pm (UTC)
Thaaaank you! Seriously, it means a lot that people want to know what happens next.

I've seen...one where it was just Natasha de-aged? And for some reason the team was letting her have tea-parties with Loki, and my mind broke a little, and I had to flee *facepalms*
[identity profile] jacedesbff.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 11:59 pm (UTC)
Wow. I read one where she was shrunk to four and was pre-Red Room, but no way would a Natasha who had spent any time... Yeah, just no.

I like THIS take! :-)
Ashen Key: London town[personal profile] ashen_key on November 2nd, 2012 12:31 am (UTC)
It was very odd and I just. Okay, okay, okay, so, maybe tiny!Natasha who was physically and mentally four with no memories would come around to a tea-party with a stranger (maybe), but the team just letting it? Clint? I. *waves hands* Cannot see.

:D Am really glad.
ext_2027[identity profile] astridv.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 05:47 pm (UTC)
Ohhh. I'm intrigued, I'd love to see you continue this!
Ashen Key: London town[personal profile] ashen_key on November 1st, 2012 09:16 pm (UTC)
Yaaaaay intrigue! I wrote more (finished Clint-Natasha's conversation, started on her escape), so, it's continuing, however slowly *g*
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Ashen Key: black and white smile[personal profile] ashen_key on November 1st, 2012 09:32 pm (UTC)
Oh, good - the team genuinely stresses me out, so, really happy they don't seem OOC. And that the split works! I think Steve, coming from WWII, is a bit more inclined to believe the threat...but he's still going 'what, no'. And Clint's not happy about all of this, either, so he has a tension in him, as well as with the others, which is fun to play with.

Thank you!
[identity profile] ich-faultier.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 07:35 pm (UTC)
De-lurking to say that this is so intriguing because a de-aged Natasha Romanov should be utterly terrifying and yet the rest of them (and their squishy centres) are gonna ignore Clint better judgment...

I really don't think you have anything to worry about!
Ashen Key: London town[personal profile] ashen_key on November 1st, 2012 09:49 pm (UTC)
Yay, de-lurking! And yesss, exactly (ahaha, squishy centres) because it does run counter to so many engrained morals/attitudes.

:D! Thank you.
[identity profile] sugar-fey.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 07:59 pm (UTC)
This is great! I'd love to read more, especially the team dynamics and how Clint and Natasha interact. Everyone seems in character.

I understand what you mean about hating every word you write. It happens to me all the time, both with fic and academic writing.
Ashen Key: Writer at Work[personal profile] ashen_key on November 1st, 2012 10:01 pm (UTC)
:D! Thaaank you! (and I do have the last bit of Natasha and Clint's first conversation up in my journal - that bit I liked, so I didn't send it along to here). The team is hard, so I'm really pleased that they didn't read wrong.

Yeeeeep, you'd think we'd be able to train our brains to stop doing it, but alas.
[identity profile] hufflepuffsneak.livejournal.com on November 1st, 2012 08:32 pm (UTC)
Chiming in with the general sentiment. I love this! It reads so well.
Ashen Key: black and white smile[personal profile] ashen_key on November 1st, 2012 10:02 pm (UTC)
:D! Thaaaank you!
[identity profile] sufjam.livejournal.com on November 4th, 2012 02:17 am (UTC)
Hi! I was the original prompter for this fic! Arghh, I am so glad I spotted this. This was exactly along the lines of what I was looking for. I would love to read more. I mean really.

I have been craving fic that explores how the guys would react in this situation and this looks so promising. <3 I know there are a few other fics with a younger Natasha in them out there but they are just too cracky for my liking. She had such a messed up childhood with The Red Room and so much could be explored there.

I really liked Banner in this snippet! And yay! Clintasha. <3
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