On the outside Natasha might come across as cool, controlled, and unflappable. That's okay, she's worked hard to be that way. But on the inside she worries about things just like everyone else, like if Clint is really serious about wanting her, an ex-Russian spy, a women who knocks men down as easy as breathing, who's slept with people for gain? Really, she wonders, why would a man as good as Clint, who's been a solider and fought for things that he believes in, want her?

Clint finds out about this eventually and persuades her that yes, he really does, and all the reasons why.