04 November 2012 @ 03:27 am
Fic: "In the Service"  
Title: In the Service:  Three Times Hawkeye Questions His Orders (And One Time He Doesn't)
Author name: [livejournal.com profile] alphaflyer
Characters/Pairing: Clint/Natasha (albeit Clint-centric); Nick Fury; Phil Coulson; Maria Hill
Fandom/Universe: Avengers Movieverse
Rating: T (M if you're squicked by a bit of violence)
Word count: app 25,000 when it's done
Warnings: language, some violence; major cynicism alert.  (as in, if you think that all politicians are selfless public servants and all around wonderful people, don't read this)

 
Summary: 
Based on the intriguing line Loki utters during the interrogation scene:  “You lie and you kill in the service of liars and killers.  You pretend to be separate, to have your own code, something that makes up for the horrors.  But they are a part of you, and they will never go away …”  Character piece that follows Clint through three missions (plus one) and explores what makes him tick in his profession.

 
I've posted about this before, but have no idea how to add chapters, so bear with me!  Maybe by the time I post Chapter 4 I'll figure it our, but I'm frankly not optimistic.  I think the sad truth is that I'm too old for this internet shit.  So here are the URLs for the new chapter:

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8631793/3/

 
http://archiveofourown.org/works/543070/chapters/987622


Hope you enjoy!
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ext_2027[identity profile] astridv.livejournal.com on November 4th, 2012 09:23 am (UTC)
Yay, update, I'm looking forward to reading! I very much enjoyed the first chapters, with the fleshed-out missions and the unromantic look at SHIELD politics.
[identity profile] alphaflyer.livejournal.com on November 4th, 2012 04:47 pm (UTC)
Thanks!! Also for the kudos and *pings* on the other sites ... :-) Glad you're liking the story: I'm sure having fun writing it. Beginning to regret making it a 3+1 fic rather than 5+1, but given where I'm going with it 5 would have been too much, I think.

I have another 23 air plane hours ahead of my Monday night so hope to make some good headway on #4.
[identity profile] hufflepuffsneak.livejournal.com on November 4th, 2012 12:09 pm (UTC)
I'm really enjoying this story. I love your take on Clint, Natasha and SHIELD.
[identity profile] alphaflyer.livejournal.com on November 4th, 2012 04:49 pm (UTC)
Thank you!!! :-) Hoping people aren't pining for more Natasha in this one -- but this one needs to be Clint-centric. Because, as Bee & Bob would put it, REASONS. (I hope they'll become obvious, if not TOO obvious) in #4.

Cheers!
[identity profile] hufflepuffsneak.livejournal.com on November 4th, 2012 05:17 pm (UTC)
As much as I love Natasha I can admit that there is space in fandom for Clint-centric fic. At least in theory :P
[identity profile] delle.livejournal.com on November 4th, 2012 06:22 pm (UTC)
I haven't commmented on AO3, but wanted to let you know how much I am *loving* this story! I love the characterizations, I love the in-depth missions, I love your writing. Thank you so much for this!
[identity profile] alphaflyer.livejournal.com on November 5th, 2012 01:06 am (UTC)
Thank you! (Suppresses a satisfied sigh because, you know, this isn't a squee kind of story.) I'm having fun -- and the occasional moment of catharsis -- writing it. I hope it will all make sense as a character study (and a bit of a study of what I think SHIELD is) when the last piece falls into place.
[identity profile] shenshen77.livejournal.com on November 4th, 2012 09:38 pm (UTC)
You know I've been a fan from the beginning and I really enjoyed this chapter just as much as I did the previous ones. And I for one love the focus on Clint ;)
[identity profile] alphaflyer.livejournal.com on November 5th, 2012 01:08 am (UTC)
Thanks Shen!!!! :-) You were one of my very first reviewers in this fandom, and that meant so much. I was effing nervous -- especially since I had no idea whether the kinds of things I like to do in my stories would "fit in." Your encouragement really meant the world.
[identity profile] shenshen77.livejournal.com on November 5th, 2012 10:16 am (UTC)
I love everything I've read so far and am always looking forward to reading more! And thank you, it was my genuine pleasure *hugs*